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YOU TAKE ME THE WAY I AM Friday, January 20, 2012
 at 6:10 PMend at 8:43 AM I am finally using the laptop again. I feel like such an irresponsible blog owner for completely putting my blog aside and not even blogging about anything... for so long. So to sort of 'pay my debts' i will take the time to post a fucking lost post for the sake of it and for whoever whose gonna read it. Which i doubt that there'll even be anybody reading my blog hahahahha story of my life ah k.  school soooo school is alright i still can't accept the fact that i'm in sec 4 and taking my N levels this year. Adding on to the fact that teachers DO make it very stressful for students as ONE, for every single day you're in school, let me repeat EVERY SINGLE DAY, they will yap on and on and on about the importance of going up to secondary 5 and the criteria and blablabla. Every single fucking day ok. how can you not get pressurized. seriously????? teachers????? other than that, the new topics are quite manageable. for now, obviously. i'm just waiting for that one fine day where i will explode and will break down cause of all the bloody facts about certain topics that i can't seem to understand. i'm sure that day will come someday ;) errrr other than thattttt okay there's nothing else let's move on bleah  lovelovelove soooo fariz and i have been together for almost seven months now. time really does fly very fast yeah. these past month wasn't quite a smooth sail but we always make it through as usual :) but things are improving now, we both are really trying not to have any arguments. we're just tolerating with each other and are avoiding any unneccerssary arguments, i can say. which is great :) i love him yeah. and did i mention, our 6th month celebration was perfect and none of us even had to put in any effort. you know why? ;) our monthsary falls on the first day of each month. and did you know there were fireworks? hahahaha i'm so annoying just cut to the chase ok. our 6th month was during the NEW YEAR. wooopeeeee cool tak. hehe :) i love him very much. friends   honestly i think i've got quite a few cliques that i have to sometimes juggle here and there. and that sometimes may turn me into an indecisive person, i admit. but i really miss my friends. really i do :) i miss my beautiful girls(nazatul,haryanti,aliyah etc) and i too miss the group (jamie,shikin,julian etc) and especially yan and shaa, my childhood buddies. sometimes i really do wish i could turn back to when we were all having a great time. all of us (in general) i'm just thankful for having such great friends. the ones who really stuck by me when i was crushed and when i was all smiles. i know, i'm not an irreplacable or amazing or nice friend. but i really do love them. even though i screw up sometimes that'll make them upset or whatsoever, i'll always try my best to find a way and get back to them. there are some froms whom i've drifted off from but maybe that's how things are. yes? family okay there's nothing much to say. same old same old, crazy outgoing family. i love them all :) very very much. they'll always be a priority, never an option. chey. sooo in general everything's alright now. whatever happens, happens! buaiisssss(irritating) END end Saturday, October 22, 2011
at 9:09 AM hmmmmmmmmm. hmmmmmmmmm. hmmmmmmmm.
end at 7:49 AM Hey peepos(hahaha annoying). and again its been long since i blogged cause my brother's laptop is spoilt. hais. wait, i don't even think anyone will read or follow up my blog apart from fariz. hahaha i think. so anyways, everyone just got our results for our EOY and honestly speaking i am not happy with it at all. hmm :( i expected myself to get much much better grades but i did not. haiy, i just hope and pray that even if i can't get first in class, i still can be in the top ten. please oh please. if not it will be a very drastic drop. these past few days, quite a few bad things happened to me. in terms of relationships and friendships. it was seriously not an experience i would want to go through again. but hopefully i'll learn from my mistakes. the main point for me is to manage my time equally for my family, friends, boyfriend and ultimately myself. NO MORE PROBLEMS REGARDING THIS ANYMORE PLEASE. i do not like the feeling of guilt. so i'm currently at kak sri's house (which is why i can blog) and cik lan is going to get rfor us SOP TULANG. jeng jeng jeng yessaaaa favourite part of staying over here is the food. and then tomorrow i'll be going over to sulaiman's house for a video shoot for his school project. their houses are in the same estate but i do not know how to get there :\ but luckily i don't have to wake up super early compared to if i'm at tampines. i really feel dumb now cause i'm talking to myself and i know nobody is gonna be reading this. unless, i post it on twitter. but like attention seeking only. k i really don't know. feel like a pro typing so fast at the keyboard. kekekekekekekek. kk bye time for sop tulang!!! end Sunday, September 18, 2011
at 3:52 AMI hate the fact that i will occasionally get sad after a long period of time. I will get sad, just because i didnt get sad for a very long time. I don't know, maybe i'm just not used to it. Idk la fuck. And there's no fucking reason to why im feeling so down. And now theres so many fucking kids in my room annoying the shit it out of me and i just need some time alone but they're only pushing my limits. Fuck la im so angry and sad and dksjjdoisbebizbs. Everybody please go away. end |
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